Archives For November 30, 1999

Good words…

O Love that will not let me go,
I rest my weary soul in thee;
I give thee back the life I owe,
That in thine ocean depths its flow
May richer, fuller be.

O light that followest all my way,
I yield my flickering torch to thee;
My heart restores its borrowed ray,
That in thy sunshine’s blaze its day
May brighter, fairer be.

O Joy that seekest me through pain,
I cannot close my heart to thee;
I trace the rainbow through the rain,
And feel the promise is not vain,
That morn shall tearless be.

O Cross that liftest up my head,
I dare not ask to fly from thee;
I lay in dust life’s glory dead,
And from the ground there blossoms red
Life that shall endless be.

– George Matheson

Just Like Me

September 29, 2011 — Leave a comment

I find these quotes comforting.  Not solely for their content, but the identity of the person who thought/penned them:

“The burden is too heavy for me.”

— Moses, Numbers 11:14

“Life’s been nothing but trouble and tears”

— Jeremiah, Jeremiah 20:18

“How long must I wrestle with my thoughts and
day after day have sorrow in my heart?”

— David, Psalm 13:2

“When anxiety was great within me,
your consolation brought me joy.”

— Psalmist, Psalm 94:19

Am I the only one who is bugged by the latest Facebook Timeline” and Google Chrome “Dear Sophie” commercials?

I guess at one time I thought
lives were without
hardship…

…if they showed too much reality,
those commercials would
be depressing*.

maybe i have a bitterness in me
(when I wrote that, I heard Daniel Day-Lewis from There will be Blood in my mind-
just that line, not the other parts from that scene…don’t get worried)

ok, i’m done now…

[*OK, for the record, the Dear Sophie one has a part about their baby being in the hospital]

We showed this in church this morning…

Faith, Hope, Love…

…Amen.

Meant To Be

September 6, 2011 — Leave a comment

Several weeks ago, I shared Matt Redman’s song “Endless Hallelujah” during the offering time at church.  The song has quickly become one of my favorites from his new 10,000 Reasons album [iTunes].

One thing that gets me each time I listen to the song is the phrase:

Ev’rything as it was meant to be

In the context of the song, it’s:

When I stand before Your throne
Dressed in glory not my own
What a joy I’ll sing of on that day
No more tears of broken dreams
Forgotten in the minor key
Ev’rything as it was meant to be

The thing that challenges me in regard to that phrase is the frequent difference between how I feel or expect “things to be” and how God would have them – in His position as Sovereign Lord in my life.

Quite often, miles and miles separate the two…

…and my version of my “story” is without adversity or challenge.

With certainty, God has promised a life with, as the song’s chorus declares,

No more tears, No more shame
No more sin and sorrow Ever known again
No more fears, No more pain

We may enjoy a foretaste of that on earth, but the reality of a life like that – life “as it was meant to be” – will only come in heaven.

And I heard a loud voice from the throne saying, “Look! God’s dwelling place is now among the people, and he will dwell with them. They will be his people, and God himself will be with them and be their God. ‘He will wipe every tear from their eyes. There will be no more death’ or mourning or crying or pain, for the old order of things has passed away.”

— Revelation 21:3-4 (NIV)

Maranatha!

Clarity, Delayed

September 4, 2011 — Leave a comment

A year ago, my dad and his wife died in a car accident. Then and now: it hurts.

A person I’d loved my entire lifetime and another I’d only known less than a year were tragically gone…

I’ve been and still am: angry, confused, bitter, regretful, sorrowful, apathetic, depressed, broken, … many things.

I’ve grappled with the knowledge that others have lost loved ones as well, often thinking to myself, “who am I to think that I am any different.”

I’ve asked “why?” too many times to count, knowing that I’ll never know the answer to that question this side of heaven – for we read:

“Now we see things imperfectly as in a cloudy mirror, but then we will see everything with perfect clarity. All that I know now is partial and incomplete, but then I will know everything completely, just as God now knows me completely.”

I Corinthians 13:12 (NLT)

I believe clarity will come…

…and yet, at the very moment it does, it probably won’t matter.

For, as the song Soon expresses:

I will be with One I love.
With unveiled face I’ll see Him.
There my soul will be satisfied.

Soon and very soon

Maranatha!

As we flew home from Hawaii last Friday, I occupied my time in various ways: talking with my wife, looking at pictures, napping, playing Angry Birds, watching videos, and listening to music.

At one point, Lincoln Brewster’s song God You Reign came on…

I so appreciate that song and have listened to and lead it many, many times.  Honestly though, when I listen to it, I usually skip the ending and proceed to the next song (I guess I do this on other songs too).  This time, I let it play through as I stared out the window of the plane…

At the end of the song (at ~5:36),the words “God You Reign” are spoken three times as the song plays out.

Not to sound overly spooky or weird, but in my mind, I imagined my parents speaking those words…

…reassuring me that, no matter what…

…God reigns supreme and providentially over all.

[YouTube link]

Pre-Construction

April 14, 2011 — Leave a comment

Last night, a new friend shared some great insights on Jesus’ “houses built on the rock and sand” parable.

He initially shared from Matthew 7, but then directed us to Luke 6 and the language used in that recording of the parable.

I’ve often read this parable with the thought that the lesson here is simply about building on the rock versus the sand – choosing the solid foundation of God’s Word.  Good enough counsel; but, as we read in Luke, it’s more than the pre-construction task of finding the right location/foundation:
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Be Still

April 7, 2011 — Leave a comment

This hymn was on repeat yesterday on my drive home…

I really like the PAGE CXVI version.

Be Still My Soul

Be still, my soul: the Lord is on your side.
Bear patiently the cross of grief or pain;
Leave to your God to order and provide;
In every change, He will remain.

Be still, my soul: your God will undertake
To guide the future, as in ages past.
Your hope, your mind, your will let nothing shake;
All now mysterious shall be bright

Be still, my soul: the hour is hastening on
When we shall be forever with the Lord,
When disappointment, grief, and fear are gone,
Sorrow forgot, love’s joys restored.

Be still my soul, and praise Him.

Weary

March 18, 2011 — Leave a comment

weer-ee

I actually used that word when Karen asked how I was doing this morning.

When I got to work, I plugged it into a cool site I frequent called Visual Thesaurus:

…so many directions to go from that single word…

Matthew 11:28 reads:

“Come to me, all you who are weary and burdened, and I will give you rest…”

So that’s where I place myself – weary and waiting.